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Saturday, October 21, 2006 sian can. so sian. so lonely. tmr wan pon meeting anot?? ie don noe. sorry. really sorry. please 4give miee. when the day it happened, ie will tell euu don nid tuu worry. all of a sudden, i felt quite alot of tings are disappearing from my life. truely if DEAR leaves miee, ie will recover qite fast cause ppl around miee are always encouraging miee. especially shi qi she was always dere fer miee when huge tings happen. now she juz ignore mi or avoid miee wheneva she can and tats heaat aching. evryting tat happened always have a reason behind it and the reason fer tis matter mayb ish cause ie did someting rong or wad but i don really noe wad it ish. ie totally understand wad ish going thru rosanne nw. don worry. although we seldom talk much le. ie will still b here fer euu. nd euu won lose miee eva ie will b dere to b the listening ear if euu nid miee. losing a fren tuu miee nw ish lyk losing part of my body nd even part of my heart. a nv ending pain. it kills euu noe. ie noe euu nv eva noe. no1 eva noe, unless euu hav experience it b4. tat was wad happened when euu din understand earlier, but i give a damn nw. ie am living in a half happy nd half miserable life nw, no1 eva understands, not even him and it's always miee giving in to him. nth ish eva going rite. wad's rong?? does it kills him tuu juz give in tuu miee nd listening tuu miee. nd the mother of mine ish always nagging abt the haze nd made miee stayed at home so ie cant go out tuu work. earning extra money won kill miee so y won she even tried tuu let mi work?? wif miee going out at 5+pm nd coming back home at 10+pm nv killed miee b4 nd she can even save her saliva nd breath. nd he wans tuu give miee $money$ so his frens wud not laugh at him nd miee tat ie work juz selling ice-creams. it's still earning $money$, my frens treats miee even better den him, nv ie understand y stacy sae he bo xim. lyk stacy, lynn, fiona, rachel, 2e2s, ka zhua, gary, jia xun, kenneth nd more. nw ie totally gave up on him, wadeva he ish tinking nw. Goth Girl 8:00 pm |